Hello! I am back from my almost three month hiatus. A lot of things happened. To summarize everything,
End of January to February - The ratio over the bad things and good things that happened to me in this month is 100:0, 100 being the bad one. No exaggeration! I felt like all of the bad things that is supposed to happen in my whole lifetime is packed in a month full of negative emotions. To comfort my own self, I tried thinking about the hungry children in Africa but it didn't help me at all. Oh well I think 50% of the burden is still here up to now and will be forever. Now, I am expecting a smooth and easy life since I don't deserve being in pain after all I have been through. I think people who experienced the same situation will understand.
